marți, 27 aprilie 2010
Rada din Kiev
Istorie cu vampiri

luni, 1 februarie 2010
Originea la tot restul
duminică, 2 august 2009
Mesaj catre generatiile viitoare
sâmbătă, 28 februarie 2009
Pe o limba inteleasa
На ловлю счастья и чинов
Заброшен к нам по воле рока;
Смеясь, он дерзко презирал
Земли чужой язык и нравы;
Не мог щадить он нашей славы;
Не мог понять в сей миг кровавый,
На что он руку поднимал!..
marți, 24 iunie 2008
Specialize in havin' fun
You'll like it more and more
Take it as it comes
Specialize in havin' fun
duminică, 22 iunie 2008
O noapte in tristul octombrie
Roger Zelazni
O noapte în tristul octombrie
Eu sunt un câne de pază. Mă numesc Snuff. Acum eu locuiesc cu stăpânul meu Jack nu departe de Londra. Mie-mi place Soho-ul nocturn – străzile lui întunecate, ceaţa încărcată de mirosuri. Nopţile aici e linişte, şi noi ieşim la primblări îndelungate. Jack este păstrător de descântece, şi cea mai mare parte a lucrului său urmează să o facă nopţile, pentru a nu se întâmpla ce-i mai rău. Cât el îşi face treaba, eu stau la pază. Dacă apare cineva, eu urlu.
Noi păstrăm mai multe descântece, şi lucrul nostru este extrem de important. Eu trebuie să am grijă de Creatura din Cerc, de Creatura din Dulap şi de Creatura din calorifer, nemaivorbind despre Creaturile din oglindă. Când vre-o una dintre ele încearcă să iasă, eu încep să latru din răsputeri. Ele se tem de mine. Nu ştiu ce aş face, dacă ele toate ar încerca să se elibereze concomitent. Trebuie să hârâi des, dar acesta e un antrenament foarte bun.
Dacă este nevoie, îi aduc lui Jack diferite lucruri utile – bagheta lui magică sau un cuţit mare cu inscripţii străvechi incrustate pe lamă. Eu totdeauna ştiu cu exactitate când el va avea nevoie de ele, fiindcă aceasta e funcţia mea – să urmăresc şi să ştiu. Îmi place să fiu câine de pază, mult mai mult, decât să fiu cine am fost înainte ca Jack să mă fi chemat şi să-mi fi încredinţat această funcţie.
Când noi cu Jack ieşim la primblare, alţi câini se tem de mine. Uneori am chef să mai pălăvrăgesc şi să-mi compar propriile impresii cu părerea altor câini de pază, însă ei chiar se tem de mine.
Nu demult, când noi eram noaptea într-un cimitir, de mine totuşi s-a apropiat un câine foarte bătrân, şi noi am discutat puţin.
- Salut. Eu sunt câine de pază.
- Şi eu.
- Eu te-am urmărit.
- Şi eu pe tine.
- Pentru ce acest om sapă această groapă adâncă?
- Acolo, jos, este ceva de ce el are nevoie.
- Iată cum… Mie-mi pare că el n-ar trebui să facă aceasta.
- Pot să-ţi văd colţii?
- Da, poftim. Dar pe ai tăi pot să-i văd?
- Desigur.
- A, văd că totul este în regulă. Dar tu nu ai putea să-mi laşi prin apropiere un os mai frumuşel?
- Cred că aş putea organiza aceasta.
- Asta voi aţi fost aici luna trecută?
- Nu, aceia erau concurenţii. Noi ne făceam achiziţiile în altă parte.
- Ei nu aveau câine de pază.
- Da, aceasta a fost greşeala lor. Şi ce-ai făcut?
- Am lătrat binişor. Ei s-au speriat şi eu plecat.
- Foarte bine. În acest caz, noi s-ar putea încă să-i întrecem.
- Demult lucrezi cu acest om?
- De o sută de ani. Dar tu de când păzeşti cimitirul?
- Toată viaţa.
- Îţi place?
- E acceptabil, a spus el.
vineri, 14 martie 2008
Aprobarea constitutiei Ukrainei
duminică, 17 februarie 2008
Generation "P"
Generation „P”
vineri, 15 februarie 2008
Uşa în vară
Robert Heinlein
Uşa în vară
În iarna ceea, cu puţin timp înainte de Războiul de şase săptămâni, noi cu motanul meu Petroniu Arbitru locuiam la o fermă veche în statul Connecticut. Nu cred că casa ceea s-a mai păstrat până în prezent. Ea a nimerit în aria undei de şoc de la explozia de la Manhattan, iar casele vechi asamblate ard ca hârtia pentru ţigări. Şi chiar dacă ea a rezistat, puţin probabil cuiva să-i tracă prin cap să o arendeze – în locurile celea au fost căderi radioactive.
Însă pe timpul cela casa ne aranja de minune pe mine şi Pet. Canalizare acolo nu era, şi din această cauză chiria nu era exagerată; pe lângă aceasta, camera pe care o foloseam drept sufragerie avea geamurile spre nord, iar aşa o iluminare este foarte comodă pentru a desena schiţele.
Un neajuns semnificativ al locuinţei noastre era numărul mare de uşi exterioare – douăsprezece, dacă să luăm în calcul şi uşa lui Pet. Eu totdeauna încercam să-i fac o ieşire separată; acolo am pus într-un geam spart o scândură şi am tăiat în ea o gaură pe mărimea mustăţilor lui Pet. Prea mult timp eu am cheltuit, deschizând uşi motanilor. Am calculat odată, că de la apariţia sa, omenirea a pierdut cu această ocupaţie nouă sute şaptezeci şi opt om/secole. Pot să arăt calculele.
De regulă, Pet utiliza uşa sa, însă refuza categoric să iasă pe ea imediat cum afară ningea. Atunci el mă obliga să-i deschid uşa pentru oameni.
Încă de pe când era un motănaş pufos Pet a elaborat pentru sine o filozofie simplă, în conformitate cu care eu eram responsabil pentru locuinţă, hrană şi vremea de afară, iar el – pentru restul. O responsabilitate deosebită, după cum considera el, îmi revenea pentru condiţiile meteo. Iar voi ştiţi, că iernile din Connecticut sunt frumoase doar pe felicitările de crăciun.
În iarna ceea, Pet şi-a făcut obiceiul să se apropie de uşa sa, să o miroase şi să se întoarcă înapoi. Lui, vedeţi Dumneavoastră, nu-i plăcea substanţa albă neplăcută, care acoperea pământul şi tot ce era în jur. El începea să mă tachineze să-i deschid uşa omenească, fiindcă era convins că cel puţin una dintre uşi trebuie să se deschidă în vară. De aceea, de fiecare dată eu trebuia să fac împreună cu el turul tuturor celor unsprezece uşi şi să le întredeschid pe rând, pentru ca el să se convingă că după fiecare dintre ele tot e iarnă. Şi cu fiece nouă dezamăgire creştea nemulţămirea lui faţă de mine.
Şi totuşi el rămânea în casă până când procesele hidraulice naturale nu-l forţau să iasă afară. Când revenea, gheaţa de pe lăbuţele lui ţăcănea pe podea ca nişte papucei cu talpă de lemn. El îmi arunca priviri răutăcioase şi refuza să miorlăie până nu-şi lingea gheaţa de pe lăbuţe, după ce mă ierta cu generozitate – până data următoare. Însă el niciodată nu a încetat să caute Uşa în Vară.
Pe trei decembrie o mie nouă sute şaptezeci căutam şi eu o uşă în vară…
miercuri, 26 decembrie 2007
You've got to find what you love
'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says
This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.
I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.
The first story is about connecting the dots.
I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?
It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.
And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.
It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:
Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.
None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.
Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.
My second story is about love and loss.
I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.
I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.
During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.
I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.
My third story is about death.
When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.
About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.
I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.
This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:
No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.
Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.
Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.
Thank you all very much.
http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/jobs-061505.html
Stanford Report, June 14, 2005